Just some thoughts…

It’s weird how the more I read into the Lanza writings the more and more I feel like I really relate to him. It’s borderline uncomfortable. But my interest in him as a person continues to grow. I’m considering doing a separate blog but I’m not decided on that yet. 

I need to really dig into the audio files that were ripped from the YouTube and actually transcribe those out and put them in the correct order. My copies don’t make it clear when and what. I would like to put them all in order in a timeline along with the blog posts. 

I would also want to weave in any other things we know of him as well as things that were going on in his life at the time to try to get a more consistent picture of those last few years. 

Over all I feel like he is the most complex school shooter because everything is so foggy and you can see the pieces but not quite how they all fit together. I continue to be disappointed that there’s not much interest in it. I think that is due to the victim choice and the taboo around it. 

Crossing Log : 10/02/2021

Hooray! It’s officially spooky season… even though I personally start my spooky season in September. 

I’m glad to get more time in October on animal crossing. I didn’t get a Nintendo switch or new horizons (which is why I bought the switch) so I didn’t get very much of the decor or goodies last year. 

I didn’t get to play yesterday due to work and when I did get home my new iPad mini 6 had arrived so I was busy messing with that. I’m working in the afternoon today so I’ll get to play a little bit. 

They had the spooky tree in the shop which was definitely one of the main things I was salty about not getting.

I need to go hunting for a new villager, agent s finally moved out. I’m still disliking most of my villagers. And I can’t get my damn rocks to do the little cuter rock garden thing.

I feel so behind at times cause I never really partake in the social features of gaming. As of now I have only added one friend on the switch and that’s it. We’ve been to each other’s islands a few times and I also always feel like shit when i go to her’s cause you can tell she comes with a plan. 

Currently questioning on what the point is of giving my villages shit. They basically give me the same Aran knit tank over and over…